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Insomnia.

  • 01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? - Sadly, I am not interested in anybody . haha.
  • 02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you?- My arms! You know you are out of shape when you swim for a few hours and your arms feel like they are going to fall off. I cant even swim. :( lol
  • 03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night? Oh geez, me and my twin sister watched “the exorcism of emily rose” till about 4 am… and the whole time I kept reciting prayer in hopes that I wouldn’t “smell something burning” and have a demon get inside me. HAHAHA

  • 04:what are you listening to?

The doors. 

  • 05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to?

Heading to the beach this morning, I have yet to sleep and Im expected to entertain my family these next few days lol

  • 06:where do you think your best friend is right now?

in her bed at home. work in the morning.

  • 07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days?

nope!

  • 08:favorite song ?

tough one. anything by a perfect circle, metallica , deftones or rammstein really. hahaha

  • 09:kiss on the first date? never. 
  • 10:is there one person you want to be with right now? possibly…
  • 11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life? hm overall of course, one should always be happy.. but i think i’d be happier if i knew what the hell i was doing with my life loll.
  • 12:is there something you would like to say to someone? im not over you.
  • 13:what are three things you did today? shopped, had dinner with my best friend and went for a run? not a very interesting day.
  • 14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? sleep at a friends. 
  • 15:what is your favorite kind of gum? gah! those yummalicious watermelon ones! i cant find them in stores anymore. sad face.
  • 16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? nope.
  • 17:what is on your wrists right now? peace and love, bead bracelet,
  • 18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? yes, im astounded he liked me. lol
  • 19:does anyone have strong feelings for you? yep. 
  • 20:are you slowly drifting away from someone? I always drift. I never settle anywhere or with anyone. im working on that lol
  • 21:have you ever wasted your time on someone? im currently doing that. sad realization.
  • 22:can you do the alphabet in sign language? nope.
  • 23:how have you felt today? overall ok, had a minor dispute with the parents tonight. didnt make me feel to great.
  • 24:you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? food and makeup hahaha
  • 25:what is wrong with you right now? nothing. while I feel confused i feel very content with myself.
  • 26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? i expect nothing and i am still disappointed lol
  • 27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? STARBUCKS . mocha frapps are god.
  • 28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? ……
  • 29:how late did you stay up last night and why? i havent slept. I tend to sleep in the early morning hours.
  • 30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? a few hours ago.
  • 31:what were you doing an hour ago? watching movies with my sister. and youtubing makeup looks haha
  • 32:what are you looking forward to in the next month? i start my new job!! :D :D excitment settles in.
  • 33:are you wearing jeans right now? noope.
  • 34:are you a patient person? not very.
  • 35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? yes.
  • 36:favorite color?white or gold :)
  • 37:did you have a dream last night? yeah. they are always nightmares oddly enough.
  • 38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? JAM JAMS!
  • 39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? no body. I am right where i belong.
  • 40:do you love anyone who is not related to you? I dont know what love is anymore.
  • 41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? nope. im emotionally unavailable.
  • 42:do you like meeting new people? for the most part. 
  • 43:are you afraid of falling in love? never.
  • 44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself? didnt we all?
  • 45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? everyday.
  • 46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? all the time. But one day I’ll learn to believe in myself.

I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

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